who am i

i wonder how i appear to others. to my family, my teachers, friends, classmates, strangers?
sometimes i feel im very dull person. lack creativity to lighten up conversations.

i have been a failure to myself countless times. weak willed. someone straighten my back! argh!

am i missing out on my faith? my belief is not able to hold its own for too long before crumbling? self confidence not even able to reassure myself? have i grown a mask and lost myself? ARGH!

reflection

I was existing each day

Leaning towards boredom of life

In front of me, i see only lines and random patterns scattered.

Keen to bring back that feeling

Encouraging myself to feel the music within

Yet, i wasn't strong enough to be inspired.

Out of the blue, you walked into the scene

Unknowingly, that point on i was lifted,

Like a sunrise, i was enlightened,

In my being, i acknowledged the shift in my soul.

Yesterday held those better moments,

I now await for the moon to set.

my message in every letter.

smile

update, blog is now @ http://drannelnnayerb.blogspot.com/

a quote after consuming some chocolates:

A Smile Is A Curve That Sets A Lot Of Things Straight.

=D